I feel like all I ever do is school work. I’m just sitting at my desk everyday at home working on APUSH notes, MGP, French things, studying/coloring for anatomy, doing precal, sketching shit for art, and yea. Weekends seem pointless now. There’s no point of thinking about relaxing especially when APUSH is breathing down your neck -___- I can’t even look forward to fucken winter break since I have the MGP and 2 chapters of APUSH. I fear that all this work was just bullshit, and that the time I spent in high school was a waste.

And now, I’m looking VERY forward to ruining my family’s plans to visit my aunt during winter break. I also can’t wait to just blow off a lot of plans just to do fucken work for school. It would be so fucken great when I get to say je suis desolee mais je ne suis pas libre parce que j’ai d’autres projets.