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today I learned that you should never forget about enjoying all the big and small things that life...

Mon, 20 May 2013 23:57:21 -0400

today I learned that you should never forget about enjoying all the big and small things that life will present to you, never

my unorganized thoughts goodness I wish my other teachers would stop assigning things for the next...

Mon, 06 May 2013 01:14:19 -0400

my unorganized thoughts

goodness I wish my other teachers would stop assigning things for the next two weeks, I have AP exams and it doesn’t help if my mind is focused about some math test on tuesday or an anatomy test on friday lol im going to fail ap gov. and macro so hard at this rate ;_____; And I’m kinda sore that I won’t be able to get the opportunity to observe surgery. Did we really need to have two classes? I’m pretty sure half of the other class doesn’t do jack shit and here they are wasting space and time every first period. Sometimes I don’t know what I want to do with myself in the future. I learn towards so many things that intrigue. So when will I find my “calling”? I’m trying really hard to fight senioritis but it gets tougher every time I walk into fifth and sixth lol sometimes school can be the biggest joke with counselors who just do a shit job, I think I could have gotten into better schools if they actually told us in detail about financial aid, fees, and other uc stuff oh well OTL I’m kinda worried about college. mostly because my family thinks I cannot manage living on my own; they always make it seem like I’m 13 years old. none of them are confident enough to realize that I’ve grown up. But I’m looking forward to UC Santa Cruz.. this whole time I’ve been carefully picking a major that doesn’t involve physics LOL I hope I did well on their math placement exam. I hope what I’m doing is not something to regret later on. Please don’t make it like that; otherwise I honestly won’t have much to live for. I’ve worked too hard and none of if mounts up to anything. I just want to graduate and leave fremont for good. I hate this place like it’s nobody’s business. there are days when I just want to be left alone because I don’t like being consoled. there’s nothing wrong with being too reserved. I like being a wallflower. Things are getting unbearable and I just want to leave everything at once and go draw things. What if I never get the chance to in the next couple of years?

do balloons even work that way lol 1 hour

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 05:02:00 -0400

do balloons even work that way lol

1 hour

ironically, i bombed ap bio even though I actually studied for it. and then I did well on calc and...

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 11:49:00 -0400

ironically, i bombed ap bio even though I actually studied for it. and then I did well on calc and anatomy, which I barely studied for lol wtf is this.

but at least its finally spring break because I can actually enjoy it this time :D :D :D

4 tests, a lab, and an essay tomorrow and my head hurts soo much ;____;

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 22:14:24 -0400

4 tests, a lab, and an essay tomorrow and my head hurts soo much ;____;

how does it feel getting waitlisted? /:

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 00:23:54 -0400

I was just like “lolwhatevs” so yea I’m fine and not sad at all with it since I can still transfer. I didnt really have that dream school like many other devastated people.

and how did you know this?

so school is moving at an unbearably slow pace. Normally I wouldn’t mind it but now I’m...

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 02:27:08 -0500

so school is moving at an unbearably slow pace. Normally I wouldn’t mind it but now I’m getting fed up with anything that I look at lol. Sometimes I feel like this whole thing is a joke. But I’m actually afraid of leaving all of this. I don’t want to grow up and take on more complicated responsibilities ;______;

all I want for my birthday is an ordinary day, nothing special (:

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 02:10:04 -0500

all I want for my birthday is an ordinary day, nothing special (:

two weeks till finals time to study ;____;

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 21:41:53 -0500

two weeks till finals time to study ;____;

Hi, I came across your black widow picture- which is gorgeous btw- and then I went through some of your other pictures. Your improvemrent is great =D But I want to ask you one thing: why do you draw and post things up here? I'm not trying to offend you (sorry if it sounds like it!) but I'm just curious why you chose to post this and your personal things. Because to me, its like art is just a side thing. you dont need to answer this if it sounds mean tho!

Fri, 04 Jan 2013 16:50:00 -0500

thanks so for the compliment, it made my day ♥ i made this tumblr because i’m very forgetful about my own things (but i’m great with remembering my friends stuff LOL.) and i needed a place that would hold all my drawings in case something happens to my laptop. so yea, drawing kinda is a side thing but i’m hoping i would fill this up with more drawings this year. thanks for your question (:

for Christina ♥ it’s a cat lol

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 03:17:00 -0500

for Christina ♥ it’s a cat lol

I’m so lazy ;____;

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 01:45:00 -0500

I’m so lazy ;____;

goodness it’s been so long since I’ve updated this...

Sun, 23 Dec 2012 00:13:00 -0500

goodness it’s been so long since I’ve updated this D:

These past couple of months have been so tough. I wonder if whatever I’m doing right now is actually worth it. There were days when I felt lifeless and miserable. Sometimes I wonder if the best solution is to cut life.

But now that winter break has started, I feel a little bit happier (: Today was especially wonderful because I finally had the chance to draw this fffff its looks weird since its been a while D:

annnnd I got my very first college acceptance (even though its provisional lol but still) this mean a lot to me. Now I have something to look forward to (:

lol it hasn’t been a month yet and I’m already tired of senior year ;___; but it will be...

Sat, 29 Sep 2012 00:45:36 -0400

lol it hasn’t been a month yet and I’m already tired of senior year ;___; but it will be worth it in the end (:

It’s been four years. I still get dreams about you; all of them look so real. I never really...

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 02:32:47 -0400

It’s been four years. I still get dreams about you; all of them look so real. I never really bothered to tell anyone out of the fear of what they would potentially say to me. Don’t worry, someone is always missing you every single day. I still try to imagine how things will be like today if you were here. I grew up so much during these past four years; I wish you were there to see it. I miss you a lot.

looking forward to advanced anatomy (:

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 01:08:00 -0400

looking forward to advanced anatomy (:

i$ ev3ry1 b00tifulZ?

Fri, 17 Aug 2012 00:43:37 -0400

yes Hari, everyone is beautiful.

rum0rz R spr3ad1ng dat u arRiv3d in a c0c0nutz fr0m ur homeland !!!!11!!!1

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 03:13:28 -0400

d@mn $tr@IgHT oMq!!!!!!111!!!1!

Korra (:

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 15:39:00 -0400

Korra (:

Hi, 'Lyn, it's Tori. I'm sorry that it's been so long, but a lot has happened here. I'm soo amazed at how much your art has improved. It gives me warm fuzzies. >w< I'm happy to see that you're doing marvelously, and I'll try to keep in touch more often. <3 ~Tori PS, I just realized that this box was for questions! Ha! Oh well ^^;

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 15:42:28 -0400

hi Tori! It’s been so long since we’ve talked, hope you’re doing fine C: Also, you should put up more drawings! I miss them seeing them! And thanks so much, your words mean a lot to me :D